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Moving ON...

is it that hard?

I wanna noe whether i'm not allowed to chase my dream at all...

And I love you so and I just can't let u go....
Is it that hard to ask me to transfer skul if u think confessing 4 the 2nd time is crossing the line...

DEAD

I declare this blog dead... TT^TT
until someone come and save it...

WOWO

Time is moving seriously fast now...
I can't believe i'm already a grandma...
Haizz... but i still dun hv wrinkles... XD
and there hor... tmr start fasting...
Hope i hv a gud fasting month... :)
But then, i feel like i am gonna hv a fever... :P
just now, got choir competition.. (i didn't enter it though)
we all were so high...
let me tell u sumthing... the boys' singing at the practice and at the competition was very different... it was like they bcame another person.. :0
I was telling them," if u fell scared, luk at me, i'll support u.."
then, the SONG LIM go and say," i'm so fascinated with ur smile.." while making that king of girly blinks... I was like OMG!!!!
then while practice, oaf kept getting nearer to ZF every time.. ;P
i kept telling WHY 2 separate them..
and then there is this project for us 2 do til Thursday...
me and ZF was doing it while 2 boring science periods.. :P
and it turned out GREAT!!! XP
and here's a surprise:
We won 3 out of 4 Eng month competition!!!!
YAY!!!!
Sketch, Bulletin board and poetry...
Essay unfortunately... NOBODy!!!
Poetry: 1st: winnie the pooh 2nd:ZF 3rd:MOI!!! consolation: Emily
I swore that every one agree to simply write but i know tser jet didn't cuz he is seriously BETTER than me.. :P

Aww...

ZF asked me to delete the group...
AWWW... she said," Delete it, or else..."
Her threat was damn scary... >< She meant it...
Rach was extremely orally violent these two days..
It was because of the virus... XD
I was defending it the whole time...
It shud thank me or it wud not be alive by now, serious!!!!
It wud be hurt by all the things she was about to say...
THANK 2 ME, it doesn't hv to go through it and hope that it doesn't happen again, virus...
I oso can't believe myself 4 defending it... :0
maybe i am being a gud fren and I AM (some ppl says so) XD
so yay....
I've done my job of being a gud gud fren... :)

walao...

just now, there was a speech about sexual harassment, etc....
i felt very uncomfortable when they started to talk about whether we should b girlfren and boyfren...
All the memories came back...
by that time, i felt like vomiting lar... serious...
it was like a mini-sized train crashed at my head at 100km/h
TT^TT
i was sick....
and then me, rach, azunyan and kuran made a group that is anti-virus...
XD
(secret... XD)

For: Myself

Joey said the reason i did what i did was that i was lonely and dislike myself....
I AM LONELY and DISLIKE MYSELF....
she said i have to count on myself to love ME!!!
if u dun luv urself, how can other ppl luv u???
That's what she said...
Rach and Joey also said that my heart has a hole...
Of coz it does.....
Missing one piece after broken and putting it back TWICE...
my personal feeling is that i need a guy to protect me and luv me for who i am...
so, i dunno...