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Yui, Mio, Mugi and me maybe going to Yui's house for sleepover one day b4 going to Pavilion. My mom said can lor... xDD happy!!!!

AND I REALLY NID PPL TO GO TO PROM WITH ME..... Rach dun wan cuz she said," I dun wear dresses..." Aww... come on... PLS.... BEGGING YOU......
you see... i very de love you....

:: Reasons ::

me and yong xin talked on the way back home...
he talked about music and i really hope he does learn for his sake
after he left, i can't remember why i learnt musical instruments in March in the first place....
I think cuz of him... i was unconsiously doing the decision in my head with little notice of why....
now that i think of it, it's useless... except for the band's sake
he doesn't really notice and i'm really really bumped...
at home or when no one talks to me, I would be deeply depressed and lonely...
nvr been that, not since february...

worried

i saw my mom's status about chest pain and at that time, she called me to say that she was at mamak stall...
when she came home, she didn't say anything to me...
I dun wan to ask her such thing cuz i scared she worried about me worrying her.. (get it?)
i really hope she's okay... :(
i have to perform in front of the whole school... TT^TT
and i thought he ignored me...
he talked to me... :)
but b4 i knew that he wud talk to me, i did sumthing (for me) that's bad
when we were marching, he had flaws....
the real prefects no nid  march cuz nid train the small ones
so i noticed bout it and mentioned it loudly but nvr mention his name or look in his eyes...
i really thought that he wud belasah me... ><

What happened??

I think Frankie has completely ignoring me....
I do...
I dunno what happened...
Rach, help!!!

The day...

I reached KFC at 10.10 am......
I thought there was no one there....
Then i saw kai xin there... :)
I realised that a lot of ppl r wearing vest... -.- including me...
we waited for ppl to come and finally, last person, LEE LING YI CAME!!!!
we all had special plan for TONG WEI CHEN today...
his birthday is on the 12th but since today everybody's there, we surprised him...
LIM JIA JIE AND KOH JIA YANG was there with my favourite cake, CHEESECAKE!!!!
unfortunately, i can't eat it... :( i'm fasting!!!
we all had to pay for the cake but then i no nid cuz i dun eat mar,
when CHAU PING was paying the money, i initially took his 5 bucks...
then bcuz he had to pay, i ended up with oni 1 buck... TT^TT
but it was fun playing him...
he chased me, trying to take back his precious money....
i was laughing the whole time...
i ended up putting the money on the cover of a dustbin and ran away XD
he ran and hit my head with his money i think...
but it was like a feather dropped on my head, rarely feel it XD
then, me, YI TENG, HUI YING and YEE FUN went to the bookfair by ourselves, leaving the rest of the gang at the park...
I bought THE HUNGER GAMES 3rd book there (the 1st book was given by DRAGON AND LEAF for my birthday this year)
but then i can't buy the 2nd wan bcuz it's a twin set with the first wan...
i was like, so annoyed...
I waited for the others to finish shopping 4 1 hour, i think....
We finally went back to KLCC and i sent the gang to the food court...
LAI YONG XIN wanted to hug me (???) when i said my goodbye...
I screamed a bit...
His arms were big... >< I ended up hugging PUI NEE... her hug is NICE... PUI NEE: very sensitive bout me fasting... today, she asked me whether i wanted a gum... i waited for her response as i usually do... and it was damn priceless... she was like sorry sorry... oh yea, i tickled her all the way... JING WERN was my girlfren for just 5 minutes... HEY!!! no fair... frankie made my day by making me laugh... thx... I oso wanna say sorry for my attitude earlier... I was a jerk... ><
p/s: bought THE HUNGER GAMES 2nd book at Kinokuniya...
YAY!!!
hope i didn't miss anything out... :P

HOliday!!!

hooray!hooray! it's a holi holiday....
muahahahahahhahaha
tmr no guitar class....... woohoo.........
get to spend time with everyone who comes tmr at klcc........
i'm sure that i WILL go....
it just intrigues me how u wanna react to that....... ;)
so fun.........

Weak or strong...

I just think i'm so weak bcuz i always fall for the wrong guy...
but i oso think i'm strong for facing rejection twice in a year.......
well, i'm thinking that i am weaker than i'm stronger...
I'm freaking sensitive and reacts to unnecessary things...
haizz...

Renesmee2004

Complicated

Well, this Saturday is a holiday (until nxt nxt Tues) so my class some go KLCC bookfair wif me included!!! YAY!!!
I'm not even gonna go to guitar class cuz I'm too lazy... :P
It has been complicated...
I might have misinterpreted something frankenstein wrote...
but one thing frankie wrote that bugs me the most is that frankie thinks racist is just complicated....
frankie could be talking about the political stuff that's happening now or talking bout me...
My sane mind told me that it was the politics but my heart told me that it was me....
haizzz.....
maybe we are just not meant to be together AT ALL....
it's hard to lie to Frankie that I've given up long time ago.......
It was just a lie....