I really am confused

I opened the mailbox yesterday and found my index number on a letter...
I knew something was up.
I was offered to go Singapore to study...
I really have no idea wat 2 do cuz it's just too hard....
I ended up writing on xxxxx and frankie just commented...
I really dunno what's his real feelings...
..... i really think that he's upset that I'm maybe going...
confused in so many ways
wat is his true feelings and u noe guys, if they tell, they're weak, as they said....

2/3/4 days ago...

I was studying (not really..)
then suddenly a paper reached my place....
I opened it and was hoping it was a trick...
it was written," LCP asked you, why you like him? wat part of him do u like?"
It was making sure every moment that it's real....
I even asked the evidence of him asking this....
I can't tell that "loving someone doesn't need an excuse"
so i had to ask for MUGI'S help...
I followed her advice and when he received the paper, he hid his face behind the curtain...
I was seriously blushing at one point but u can't c cuz i'm dark coloured...
I swore I was gonna faint... x_x

Best Dream EVER!!!

I was supposed to go on duty that day
But then Frankie passed by and I asked someone else to help me with the duty
Then I followed him wherever he went....
Suddenly everything changed...
Frankie took his motorcycle and came to my house
I was dressed in a dress and him, in a suit....
WE WERE DATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha....
he looks really nice...
but too bad it's not even real... :'(