Hehe

It's amazing how I could see that no one actually really cares about me. =D
So, I think I really don't wanna enter Talentime.
Gonna tell teacher tomorrow.
I'll bet she would ask me why and we'll be having an intense conversation.
Goodbye, world. You would see no more of me, you hear?
Since I've become invisible, you guys can live in peace.

For so long...

This year, maybe the worst year I have.
I really dunno what to do. About JB, I can't deny that I don't love him. Even if I say it, I don't mean it. I get really pissed off sometimes with him and I don't really know why. He completes me. But... Sigh. Even if I say it, you wouldn't understand would you?

And Talentime:
I'm hating every minute of it. I'm getting really angry with my friends who are going up against me. I even almost scolded Yui just now. What is so wrong about me? Why do I have to go around and fake smiles and hurt people with my words?

I'm really disappointed with myself. Maybe it's better if I just... disappear in thin air...