I really am confused

I opened the mailbox yesterday and found my index number on a letter...
I knew something was up.
I was offered to go Singapore to study...
I really have no idea wat 2 do cuz it's just too hard....
I ended up writing on xxxxx and frankie just commented...
I really dunno what's his real feelings...
..... i really think that he's upset that I'm maybe going...
confused in so many ways
wat is his true feelings and u noe guys, if they tell, they're weak, as they said....