For so long...

This year, maybe the worst year I have.
I really dunno what to do. About JB, I can't deny that I don't love him. Even if I say it, I don't mean it. I get really pissed off sometimes with him and I don't really know why. He completes me. But... Sigh. Even if I say it, you wouldn't understand would you?

And Talentime:
I'm hating every minute of it. I'm getting really angry with my friends who are going up against me. I even almost scolded Yui just now. What is so wrong about me? Why do I have to go around and fake smiles and hurt people with my words?

I'm really disappointed with myself. Maybe it's better if I just... disappear in thin air...