2nd August 2011

Fell down after coming out of the bus. I don’t wanna talk about it. Very unlucky day. Someone asked me before, “What if Justin murdered someone? Would you still be a Belieber?” I would yes. Why? Because he’s family. What he did maybe wrong, but you wouldn’t stop loving a family member. Right? I think Timmy is handsome and really sweet, but there’s something in him that’s really down. I think he couldn’t get over Si Jing who is currently flirting with Kelvin n Joe every freaking day. I just feel like sitting him down with me alone and ask him to spill it all out. Prefectorial board: I don’t wanna be a part of a family that has hatred and like to pick their favourites. STRING: I don’t wanna be the section leader where I had to pick up the pieces every time someone screws up. 3B: Many bitches. Can’t handle it already. JB: Said I wanted to forget about him but random time of the day, I get reminded of him. I love him. Even seeing his mv(s) make me teary. I hate it when that happens. Leaf wrote sth on my facebook page that really made me happy yesterday. He’s the only one with the courage to write sth like that to me. The rest, sigh… I just want someone to hug me when I’m upset and never let go until I quiet down. When you see movies and suddenly this guy hugs the girl because she was upset and wanted to cry. Life’s no fairytale but I want that so bad. Where everything goes right for everybody. My wish is too big.