:: Under The Mistletoe ::

Couldn't wait for ShiZhe to download Mistletoe for me so I went to look myself.

He sounds like himself and I'm proud.

Proud to have him as an inspiration.

Mistletoe has been on repeat for the past an hour and a half.

Gonna be singing it at school and annoy the hell out of people.

Today, after school, I reached home,

I was totally hyper.

Missing him and stuff.

Thinking about him.

Even doodling his name on a piece of paper on the way home.

But, once I got online on facebook,

I saw lots of things that he liked:

1) carmen's new profile picture

2) elevator's status:

Don't be too confident when people say they like you.

The question is until when?

Just like seasons change, people change too/

3) elevator's status:

The hardest thing is to see someone you love, love someone else.

How am I supposed to react?

Happy?

Just a few hours ago, me and chum were just talking about him.

About how I should get him off my mind for awhile and I should kiss his cheek.

that really hurts...

My heart really near broken already but shud thank Justin for playing mistletoe.

That song keeping my heart in one piece.

But I'm scared after I turn it off, I'll cry.

Ms H said that he's not worth my love.

HOW?

I couldn't help but feel happy when I see him happy and smiling,

when he's studying,

when he's full of himself.

I just want someone, a guy to care for me a lot.

I'm not asking for perfection.

My requirements are not that many.

I'm not asking for the dream guy.

I'm asking for a person who's willing to love a girl with his heart,

without changing who he is.

~azunyann