:: Reasons ::

me and yong xin talked on the way back home...
he talked about music and i really hope he does learn for his sake
after he left, i can't remember why i learnt musical instruments in March in the first place....
I think cuz of him... i was unconsiously doing the decision in my head with little notice of why....
now that i think of it, it's useless... except for the band's sake
he doesn't really notice and i'm really really bumped...
at home or when no one talks to me, I would be deeply depressed and lonely...
nvr been that, not since february...