worried

i saw my mom's status about chest pain and at that time, she called me to say that she was at mamak stall...
when she came home, she didn't say anything to me...
I dun wan to ask her such thing cuz i scared she worried about me worrying her.. (get it?)
i really hope she's okay... :(
i have to perform in front of the whole school... TT^TT
and i thought he ignored me...
he talked to me... :)
but b4 i knew that he wud talk to me, i did sumthing (for me) that's bad
when we were marching, he had flaws....
the real prefects no nid  march cuz nid train the small ones
so i noticed bout it and mentioned it loudly but nvr mention his name or look in his eyes...
i really thought that he wud belasah me... ><