Is it too late?

I feel awesomely terrible today.
Going through my cycle the fourth time this two months.
So, it explained the mood I'm having.
And I sort of ran off and got angry with someone.
I didn't bother to think about it and I just don't want to hear anything about it.
I didn't want to text that person abt it.
I was being a bitch.
I'm sorry.
But my feelings are true.
I feel lonely and abandoned.
All the time.
I texted brother and zhiwen today. they both didn't reply.
I didn't bother texting others cuz they most prob won't reply either.
I feel so suckish.
And I'm sorry.
I saw what that person did to somewhere, and I realised that person really cares.
So sorry. I promised you and I'm breaking the promise this way.

AND THE EFFIN SCHOOL SYSTEM IS SUCKISH.
I WANT TO MURDER IT.
THE END.