*Torn*

Seeing people getting compliments,
Made me think of me.
Myself.
Made me feel like if I’m not here,
It won’t make any difference.
IN fact,
It will be better with one less ugly girl on the face of the earth.

I’m just an ugly girl with big impossible dreams.
FACT THE EFFIN FACT, TZARINA!
YOU ARE NOT GONNA BE A SINGER.
YOU ARE NOT GONNA MARRY JUSTIN.
YOU ARE NOT GONNA MARRY AT ALL.
YOU ARE NOT GONNA BE A MODEL.
YOU ARE NOT EVEN SMART.
YOU ARE NOTHING.
YOU ARE USELESS,
AND NO ONE’S GONNA MISS YOU IF YOU’RE GONE.
That’s all I feel right now.
Nothing good in my heart now.
Goodnight.