:: Everything ::

If u hv no interest in reading this, then don't. It's for him.

I care too much.

Even when I know u guys are just playing,

I was like 'why couldn't it be me?'.

It's because I'm an outcast, right?

Or because I'm Malay?

Or even because I'm ugly?

Everywhere I turn, I could see you.

Even Joelle's Mom's face turned to yours.

I love you so so much.

And?

What about you?

You said we just be friends.

We're not even friends anymore.

We're strangers.

I miss you,

and don't expect me to forget about you these holidays.

I can remember your smile,

Your voice,

Your face,

Your laugh,

The way you walk.

I can imagine.

I imagined us together.

So, I'm sorry for loving you.

If I ever had the patience, I wouldn't have fallen for you.

These things wouldn't have happened.

I still remember the day when I started to notice too much of you.

I exchanged places with OSK and we sat together. (Friday)

I helped you mark your paper and you were quite quiet.

Lol.

I actually enjoyed that moment.

And I remember,

the face when you smile at me.

I still remember the time when I was really angry at you,

and I saw you in the monorail,

and you said 'hi' and all was forgiven.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I remember the day when

you wanted to know everything about the crush,

and i especially sat behind you,

and that day was Saturday.

That's how much I care.

That's how much I love you.

I started this thing with an angry feeling burning in me,

and at the end, I'm smiling.

This is all you.

You did this.

You made me smile.

Maybe,

it is time to let you go.

It's gonna take a lot of tears and heartbreaks,

to get me through this.

Thank you,

for making me feel that falling in love is fun,

cuz I've never felt like this before,

even with other crushes.

I wish you the best of luck,

I wish we both would really be friends again.