Here Beside Me

Me and him got coupled up on Facebook.

I was kinda wishing it didn't happen.

now everybody's talking about him,

And I miss him.

People ask me why you love him.

the thing is,

I don't even know.

There's this feeling,

that I don't even know existed.

When I miss him,

I want him near me,

just holding my hands is enough.

*crying*

it's not like I chose him.

I didn't.

It just happened.

At that time,

I wasn't searching for love or anything.

I was happy with Chum & Becca & Rach.

And *BOOM*,

it happened.

SM knows.

She asked me,

Does he deserve your love?

I DON'T KNOW.

Although I answered NO to her,

I wanna believe he does.

Now,

I don't know what to do,

I just want someone to hug me tight and never let go.