:: No One ::

He said something really hurtful today.

I could have scolded him right then.

But the words that came out of my mouth was just as loud as my speaking tone.

I cried after losing the badminton match,

with a bad leg,

my mood was like a roller coaster.

And I cried after he said that.

It felt like it was my fault,

you know?

But after awhile,

I forgave him.

I want him.

But that made me think.

If he really cares,

he wouldn't act like that.

And he would apologize.

That is the least that he can do.

He didn't.

Maybe he doesn't deserve me.

At all.

But the feeling is like he doesn't care.

And I'm crying now.

lol.

I really should forget about this whole thing.

Should forget about him.

But this whole thing,

is gonna stick in my head,

while I'm playing,

on a duty.