:: Rumor Has It ::

(This is most probably my anger talking so please, bear with me....)

11/11/11

They said if you wish for something today, it will come true. A bunch of crap, that is.

First, it was with my very very best friend I could find. EVER.

And I told her before,

that that cow is bad news.

And now the cow thinks she owns you because you guys made up.

The thing is,

When I tell you, you don't listen to me.

You mean the world to me and I really care about you.

Just now, I really didn't want to talk to you.

You know why?

Because I felt like screaming at you.

I don't want you to regret what you did nor I want to see you get hurt.

Best friends for 3 years.

Longest friendship ever.

If I scolded you at school, I would have cried there.

So, I went home and scolded my wall and cried.

This happened the 2nd time already.

And I don't feel like caring anymore.

This may sound harsh but,

sometimes I feel like telling you,

that after you get hurt again,

don't come back crawling to me.

I'm still very angry.

Thank God you have 3 wives, 1 girlfriend and others to take care of you.

I don't want to care.

Let's just be friends. No strings and no telling secrets to each other.

We don't console each other.

We don't care about each other.

Why does it matter that you make friends with everybody?

Even your closest friends are walking all over you.

They're taking advantage of you.

I wish you could see that.

But I can't change you.

I don't want you to apologize

cz it's you.

&

I don't hate you.

I never will.

That's all.

And after the grueling torture in the hall,

I went back to class.

Not a lot of people up there yet.

4C said to the SiJing:

"Aiyerrr.... MA LAT LOU!"

aka HIM.

then everybody started saying it too.

My theory was correct.

She still loves him.

Ok. Bye.